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September 09 My thoughts on the assault in akihabara Okay, I was recently watching Youtube(tm), and I landed upon an series of videos that were about the attack in Akibahara
on Sunday, June 8th 2008(which is this year); obviously the news reported of a crime in Japan since they're rare and never happen.
However, the crime that was committed was in the Akihabara district in Tokyo, which is considered the Anime and Manga mecca
to any and all Otaku(it's also home to any electronics you'd think of). Anyway, the fact is that there was a massive attack there which
has resulted in the death of seven and seriously wonded 10; the man(Yes, I said man), that the police have nabbed is 25-year old
Tomohiro Kato who WAS a temporary automotive factory worker that literally is suspected of the murders there. What litterally
shocked me about it is that he did this indiscriminately because he was "sick of living" and wanted to take his frustration out on
everyone; the thing that was more offending was that he was suspected of being an otaku(Normally meaning the owner or a
master of his or her own household), I don't know what made him do this, but it was enough to put a negative light on all things
anime. Remember, Akihabara is considered to be the mecca of all things electronical, anime and manga. If by some chance that
the suspect is discovered to be an Otaku(Or an Akiba-kei), not only will it be a serious problem for all Otaku, it will mean that
anime as well as manga related fans and every other fan of all other type will be discriminated beyond belief. I just pray to Jesus
that it doesn't happen. August 09 "Trials of Character Part 01 of 05"Okay, of all the rants that I can think of for this entry; I honestly can say that there is none
whatsoever-All I can think of is this topic: Character- what is it? Well, it is a complicated
thing which is really simple to understand yet difficult to grasp ahold of. To put it in layman's
terms, character is formed only when a person endures years of constant hardship and that
only when he or she overcomes them and becomes stronger will character-the very image
and personality of their real self- be built and formed. However each person's character
will vary from person to person, and depend on each person's decision-whether it will
be good or bad. Belive it or not, a person is will only be determined by the content of
their individual character, and each person's character content will be formed by the
choices that each one makes. I should know this because the content of my own character
is both an adult and a child; a tugging war between indulging in my past and moving on with
my future, the choices that I have made were both respectful and disrespectful, moral and
amoral. It's probably as to why I've burnt a 1000 bridges of friendship during my youth and
adolescence-sparing only a handful. What I have learned during that has barely kept up now
and has haunted me since: Know who your real friends are at all times, and Treat people the
way that you want to be treated-with respect and consideration. That's right, I have said and
meant it, and of course I won't apologize for posting this because it is the truth and nothing but
the truth. May 28 "Only doucebags ever apologizes!" How am I supposed to say this without rambling, you ask? I don't! Obviously, I am not going to apologize for anything that I ever did
or will ever do, because I feel that it would not make me into a man, only a doucebag, and I refuse to be a doucebag at all. lets face it, I did nothing wrong when I sent a mean note to Desiree in 2000, I did nothing wrong when I hacked in 2000, and so on, therefore I won't
ever apologize for any of it. In fact, I don't care if I get into trouble for it, I still won't ever apologise for it because Real men NEVER apologize-period. May 11 I'll never understand women!" What is it with women these days that would make it impossible for me to ever understand them?! Sheesh! All that I am trying to do-as hard as I
could- is get a girlfriend(ANY GIRLFRIEND) in my own wierd manner, and yet that didn't work out at all for some reason. Take 7 years ago, in 2002, I litterally
fell for a fellow college student (A GIRL, YOU IDIOTS!!!) and decided on getting her a valentine's day card. I admit that I was in fact serious about it because
I wanted to make her know how I felt-whether she liked to hear it or not!!! Anyway, I send it to her in person before 2/14, and come the following day she
told me that if I ever do that again she'd "call the fucking cops" like if I was offending her; what's more insulting about it is that she didn't know that I was really
falling for her, and she took it like if it was a threat.
The stupid bitch! Doesn't have enough instincts to fill a tennis shoe if she had any, probably had them dumped when she
dyed her damn hair or something, I don't know. What I am implying is this: I can't ever understand women at all, even if I took seminars that relate to picking
up women for that manner, and I can't and WON'T ask my family for advice because they're all women; obviously I'm seen as "not good enough" by people
when it comes to that. Out of thisfact, I even told raido stations about my dillemma, and their response: "don't blame us because you can't get a woman."
Then WHAT CAN I GET?!?!?! What a bunch of stupid idiots! Fact of the matter is that there is no way I will find love with a woman because basically
it is just impossible. Yes, I said it and I meant it. After all, there's just no damn way that I'll ever get a girl(Even if I changed anything about myself!) So as
of June 1st, I will NEVER find love EVER again for as long as I live because as I said earleir, IT'S FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE!!!! February 10 "I hate valentines day!" I will be honest here about the topics of Feburary the 14th and Valentine' s day - I Just
hate it with an undying passion, and I don't know as to why I do. Maybe it's because of the
fact that I get turned down or rejected for some obvious reason, or maybe it's because the
girls of thisplanet always go for the top choice for boyfriend material(Pretty boys, studs and
what not)leaving the remainders to just goofoff, or maybe its because obviously it is just too
god-damn impossible to find love in the first place. I for one have experienced this first-hand
(Yeah, that's fuckin' right, first hand! Ya got a probem wit that?!) regarding this situation and
found out thehard way just how impossible it really is. I spent 22 years having to deal with
this, and guess what? this nigga got cold shouldered in that department. Excuse me for this
rant, I'm just doing that to prove a point; That Love is just too damn impossible for me to find
or show, and I won't celebrate Valentines day, I'll tell you that. In Short, FUCK VALENTINES
DAY!!!!!!! If anyone's got a fucking problem with that, they can just stick it where the sun
don't shine! AND NO, I won't apologize for that at all because only a fool apologizes.   January 13 "I'm just being myself" In earnest, I'll just simply state this so that even my family will understand; I admit to anything and EVERYTHING that I did over the past like
what-8 years or so? However, I won't ever apologize at all because fact is that I feel that I did nothing wrong whatsoever. All that I was doing
doing is being myself and ONLY myself, regardless of what I may be; Say whatever you want about it, you could even say "What's his problem?"
but I chose to be myself because I chose to. So I'm wierd, so I'm annoying; so I play card games like yu-gi-oh!; so I draw pictures all the time
SO WHAT!? It doesn't matter because that is what I like to do anyway. Besides, there is no way that I am going to alter myself at all.
December 31 My new years banter by Adrian Maisonet New years has always been the most festive occaision for who knows how long; once a year on this day in December, everyone litterally celebrates in their own manner, style or form. However, I for one knew of this and went to church yesterday with my aunt, noticing just
why both of us needed to put everything behind us; that being said, I have realized that "New years" is about out with the old and in with the new: I have learned that already and I've decided to post my top ten resolutions of 2008 - The very ones that I have silently contemplated on while I was praying(Yes, I Was praying in silence at church, thank you). Even though I'm aware that it won't be easy
to keep these resolutions, I won't break them nonetheless because I am better than that.
My Top 10 New years Resolutions for 2008 are as follows:
10)Stop talking too much about everything that I don't know, even if it
does sound interesting.
09)Stop lying about everything that isn't true and/or isn't honest.
08)Get more things done, no matter how difficult those things may be.
07)Don't EVER go back on my word, and never turn my back on anyone that
is in need.
06)Spend more time with my family, because they're the only ones that I
can really count on.
05)Finish my manga and any artwork and send them in immediatley, it doesn't matter
whether or not the work is good enogh or where it is sent to.
04)Don't waste my money on things that aren't important, it won't help things one bit
if I ever did.
03)Study the Japanese Language more often, and make sure that I take notes.
02)Be more courteous and polite towards others than I already am, even if I am
not in the mood.
And the Number one New years resolution for 2008:
01)Take my time in anything that I do, and not let even myself hold me back.
I pray to Jesus Christ that I get to keeping My resolutions.
December 30 Thank you! As i was taking a look around my page to see what I needed to update, I noticed that there were 148 views on it
already, and it was by one visitor. I have yet to discover who it was that did it, or why, but I'd like to say that it
was very thoughtful of him to do that so thank you very much because it meant so much to me. November 10 "Bye-bye slacker, hello worker!" As of last week, I have applied for work as a customer assistant at a telemarketing company here in El Paso. I know
exactly why I did it; I Had to apply there as the task of drawing pictures is beginning to become difficult, and of course I
have to make money some how since begging is out of the question so I had two options: either get off my lazy ass and find
any job, or do nothing, and I chose to get a job at a telemarketing company. My primary goal, however, remains the same:
save up money until I can be able to afford the nesseccities that are neeeded. Well, here is to me workin' (I just hope that I
don't quit like I did in 2001). October 22 "drawings for sale" As I previusly stated earlier, I have just posted my work online to show off my "talent" as it were, but as you
are now going to be aware; I am currently going to sell these drawings online in hopes to accumulate some much
needed cash(as most of you would be curious to know, I'm broke at times and I'm at fault for it), so I am going to
start selling my work offline and Online as well, and I'll be putting more work on my space When I get the chance
to. If anyone is interested in purchasing my work online, please know that the black and white drawings will be
$25.00to$75.00 and the color drawings will be $50.00 to $100.00; A $5.00 added surcharge will be added if they're
purchased online while the prices will stay the same if they're purchased offline. Please send payments for drawings
requested and artist requests to this mailing address:
Adrian Luis Maisonet
1430 Miracle Way, apartment #11
El paso, Texas 79925
U.S.A.
thank you very much and Domou Arigatou Gozaimasu. September 18 "No turning back Part two"
I've just barely added a few new drawings to my photo album
today, just to let you know I am going to put all of them in an art gallery
when I get the chance. Also, I am going to leave El Paso to go to dallas
as of Febuary 2008 for family reasons and whatnot. I'll let you know how
it will go when I get there, see ya! June 17 "No turning back" Last week, I have managed to upload at least three of my original drawings, and
although I don't have any responses(comments, compliments or criticizims), I am at
least confident that my work will be noticed somehow by an anime/ manga company
(that or someone who's surfing the net). Anyway, I am planning to upload several
more pictures that I've designed(a majority of them from my sketchbooks), and if
all goes well, I am going to publish them all at EPAC 2007 @ UTEP(6/22 to 6/24)
where hopefully, they might or might not get noticed.
April 23 A-kon or bust!A-kon is at least one month away now and basically I am in the
biggest pinch of my life. for one thing, I haven't been able to get
the money together because of three very obvious things: I am
short on money because I don't have a job; I don't have a plane
ticket to go to dallas, and I don't think that my aunt and my
other relatives will evermanage to understand that I am not
ever going to be ready to be a "man" to their standards(I am not
even ready for a 9 to 5 routine job either), let's be honest here : who
on god's loving earth would be stupid enough to just whine about
one person's hobby as being stupid- the hag! She knows absolutely
nothing at all about otakudom. Why, they're as old as my grand
-mother, and they're all just as BORING as a tree log!!!
Anyway, I'm still determined to go to a-kon this June , and fortunaately
I have devised a good idea for it: I'll deduct at least $45 to $50 U.S.D for
the 3-day pass and I' ll get plane fare for the trip To AND BACK. <Sigh> I
for one just hope that they'll accept what I am dong as a good thing and
not something so stupid as that. In other words-I'm going to A-kon and
I won't be stopped! that 's all for now.
November 06 I won't give up on my dreams-even if they were childish. I have been doing a lot of thinking in regards to what I am supposed to do with the
rest of my life. I am going to be 26 on the 13th of November, and I am considering the possibility of continuing
my education at a university somewhere in the United States or in Japan; I am not sure on the requirements
for admission entry in any Universities. However, I know that it will require a GPA of 2.0 or greater-That means
that I'll have to litterally be studying EVERY subject like crazy, and not playing games at all until I am finished
with it entirely, but that doesn't mean that I am going to give up on my dreams. Truth be told, I am just putting
a few of them on hold until I get finished with my classes. In Short, I am going to be preparing to study for my
exams that will be for a few more weeks. Thank you. If anyone comes to this space, then they have to sign my guestbook, No exceptions! Besides, I have no time looking at them anyway. |
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